today is the day that change my life once and for all.
have a conversation with my father..
he see me like moody for a few months already..
and force me to say out actually what is my problem?
so long i have endure and kept all the things to myself i have spilt out all
everything i dislike, every problem, every request..
all i have say out..
talked for hours.... and finally came to a conclusion.. which i can do what i want
and i decide my own life. because of this i can finally relieve a bit.
at least i got my father support and what i left is my mother side.
i hope i get to hold her hand, hug her, kiss her infront of my family.
i wish it came as fast as possible because im tired of hiding and lie.
but on that day. i have not eaten a single thing..
i could not find the appetite to eat anymore.
bii~ on the same day we both get sad... but i get more sad because of you :(
because u dunno what has really happen and take things joking.
and because of this also i cannot blame u completely..
just want you to realise i have gone through a really hard day for you and me...
hope u understand..
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