good things keep falling together

after birthday celebration, whats follow next is CHRISTMAS eve.
went to one utama with her of course. watched the movie name 'the muppets'
kinda funny, and kinda brings back the memories of my childhood.. haha funny eh?
well after that i expect dinner but she have to be home early to have dinner with her family.

during that day, things seems going fine but
there a few moment its very awkward... she seems extremely sleepy on that day.
i know she have done a lot of things in the past few day and cause her feel tired.
sometime its just make me feel rather that im the one who bored her or forcing her to a date.. but luckily at the end of the day its turns out to be fine..
thx for ur accompany my dear. :)
merry christmas dear~

well after christmas eve whats awaits me is the selection of my path once again.
which is exam. whether i can move to another stage of my life is depends on this exam. woke up at 6 in the morning, had dinner and fetch my brother to work. reached campus at 8am waited for loojian my classmate at oldtown..
that day is a day that i have drank most coffee in my life.
no choice i have to kept myself awake to revise for exam later on.
very nervous even till the moment i have complete my exam and passed up.
well i guess effort pays off.. every question in the exam i am able to done well
thats means what? i am leaving here and will be heading to setapak kl.

it has been my dream for the past three month. i have long awaited for it..
we finally can study together and see each other more already dear... :)
i can awaits it to come faster XD

but now there a series of event coming soon eh? countdown lets enjoy before university starts schooling oh yeah!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR~~!! WOOOHOOOO~

surprise, and a amazing day given by bii...

what pass has passed.
i guess i shouldn't bring the past emotion to my big day eh?
looks like understanding is a very important thing to have in a party.
the understanding she gave me are very convincing yet supporting.
i'm hereby to apologize to what i did before...
forgive me ya ;)

12/12/2011
my big day arrive!
my long awaited birthday~
last year i have make a wish
glad that it came true... :)
my wish is not to celebrate my own birthday alone anymore.
this year my dear(bii) has celebrated with me.
leaved house at 9am in the morning to fetch her and towards the time square.
however traffic jam occurs and i reach her house around 10.15 to pick her and 11 something when reached time square.

well quess what? i gets my present from our sultan selangor XD hahaha
just joking... :) its just lucky his birthday fall on a day before me and its on sunday so that replacement is made, holiday extended to monday which is my day.
hahah >< reached there walked around to shopping because she wanted to buy me a shirt as present. well i like it so much because its picked by her and no one has bought me shirt as a present before ;) you are the 1st :D
this is the 1st time i receive a present not from family or friend but is my dear...
the shirt was bought and i have worn immediately.
thx bii :)




thx for the present bii <3



does it looks okay?
omg i just like this shirt so much >< <3

then she say she hungry but who knows, there is something behind this lunch..><
purposely make me sit facing away from the entrance of the restaurant. Not too long here comes the surprise... he brought 2 of my best friends to join for our lunch meanwhile celebrating with us together... i never know she could hide all this things so well
but i like it ^^ she might think that its to simple for this kind of planning but i want to tell you... no matter how simple the surprise might be... if its was planned by her and she have tried.. i will give hundred mark for every one of it.. XD



thats me wishing XD



thx for coming to celebrating for me... ><



thx for the cake :)



LETS CUT CAKE! XD

after that, we wanted to go for movie but the movie we want to watch run out of ticket and time has gone off due to the lunch was spend too much time on it...
she look rather disappointed >< but i will never want to see her like this so lets change place because i believe we can watch this show if we never give up..
so we have gone to wangsa walk for it. Luckily the cinema there have plenty... PLENTY! i was wondering.. why time square full but not here... =.='
i guess this pays off my determination to watch that movie >< haha
after the movie have to send her back since she got meeting... haiz... it was never felt good whenever sending her home but the god is being fair to me where that night the weather stays clear... all these years every day of my birthday it has always rain but this year has not... maybe because of her eh? haha



the movie ticket... magic to win ><



lets go home =D
thanks for everything you have done... >,< love you so much.

寂寞

this 2 words means lonely..

yes which is what im trying to say in this post.

everyday wake up bath, sleep, study, play, surf net, watch tv, but all this can be change but there is 1 thing i cannot change till now.

what could it be? its 1 word called "wait"

everyday i been waiting.... waiting for someone special in my life..

but i wonder does she know that im waiting for her?

i hope so because my situation is like hanging on to a rope, hard to breathe, and the rope is tied by her... so tight.

its been 2 week we never seen each other. After the cold fight, situation turns more worst without her notice. im willing to give u anything and everything. all i need is just more concern from you. do you know? i just want some of your time.

do u wish to see me? do you miss me?

i put u at my 1st place... but are you?

i need you but do you need me?

this 2 week i felt neglected. i even felt im not important to you anymore.

i surrender. you win.

is loving you making me as a loser.

if im became a loser for you would you stay by my side forever?

if like this.. im willing. :'(

please stop making things like im not important anymore. please.