寂寞

this 2 words means lonely..

yes which is what im trying to say in this post.

everyday wake up bath, sleep, study, play, surf net, watch tv, but all this can be change but there is 1 thing i cannot change till now.

what could it be? its 1 word called "wait"

everyday i been waiting.... waiting for someone special in my life..

but i wonder does she know that im waiting for her?

i hope so because my situation is like hanging on to a rope, hard to breathe, and the rope is tied by her... so tight.

its been 2 week we never seen each other. After the cold fight, situation turns more worst without her notice. im willing to give u anything and everything. all i need is just more concern from you. do you know? i just want some of your time.

do u wish to see me? do you miss me?

i put u at my 1st place... but are you?

i need you but do you need me?

this 2 week i felt neglected. i even felt im not important to you anymore.

i surrender. you win.

is loving you making me as a loser.

if im became a loser for you would you stay by my side forever?

if like this.. im willing. :'(

please stop making things like im not important anymore. please.