my worries~

what past has passed.

thought it has come to at end.

but its just my naive thought.

i thought and i thought and i thought.

soon i realize no matter i think how much

or how long or how much effort

i put into it i just cant figure it out.

looks like i still cant accept the fact.

its been so long why i still cant drop it.

looked at facebook for some picture

stated that how and what u can do when problem occur.

i wished that i could be like it which end with no worries...

but i know its just impossible.

every time i see their comment about ****** i would become mad instant.

my hearts cry so loud that it could just make me hang myself if i got a rope with me.

i feel so tired... really tired..

can please dun let me see what i try to avoid so much all this time?

please dun force me to carry out the step of no return.

i will shut the **** thing down. Please dun! please.