who expect that something followed next. i know she wanted to sleep.
before she sleep, and i haven bath. so naturally she would call me go as usual
but i resisted by just wanted her to sleep 1st.
at the end its turns out to be complicated situation.
she says i feel like being locked by you.
this is the second time she told me this
and frankly i hate it so so so so MUCH! its really breaks my heart my mental.
the 1st time i would accept it because i felt i really over-ed but this time i really feel sad
i really cant accept this as the 2nd time. somehow i just cant find any reason to blame her.
i could never mad at her.....
the reason i wanted to do so is just because i want to wish her good night only. if i go to bath and she sleep that time i would have miss it. just for this simple reason this simple wish u conclude me as locking you? its really hurts so much when she say this. i mean nothing else. why are u saying this?. all i ever wanted is just wishing u good night everyday. is this too much? its becoming part of my life. are you don't like me doing this? i can stop if u want, just tell me, then i will understand.....
i really cant get it :(
but i wont blame you because.... i just knew i could'n do it.
so i will keep it to myself.
sorry if i stressed you.
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